C: Chilling at Blackpool

B: Being a Bitch

I’d rather be a bitch than boring, but never that kind of bitch who puts down people whom she knows nothing about. Truth is that sometimes you just have to be a bitch to get things done and I could never let anyone walk all over me. In the other hand there is no drama queen living inside of me, so peace, bitches. 

A: Alcohol

A: Alcohol

Alcohol gives me infinite patience for stupidity and that’s why we decided to be friends. Sometimes alcohol is a backstabbing bitch who whispers bad ideas to your ear and makes you part of those stories you wouldn’t tell to your kids. Or dad. Or anyone. But then again, sometimes those stories are the best ones. Alcohol definitely has a bipolar disorder, and to survive from those nights when instead of making you fun, flirty and the best dancer you end up taking a your clothes off in public, kissing the ugliest motherfucker in sight or waking up from a wrong bed, it’s good to come up with some kind of alter ego to take the fall. I always blame Henniina. She’s a total idiot when she’s drunk.

To make you feel better, I’m going to tell you some things my friends did after a few too many drinks. One had sex with his best friends mother. One threw up in to a glass in a bar and drank it. One took his pants off in front of a really pretty girl and asked if she would like to have some. One asked me if he could sleep on my couch and started sleep walking in the middle of the night. He weed to our apartment buildings staircase, ringed my neighbors doorbell and took all of my paintings off the walls. And I had a lot of paintings. When he woke up with a hangover next morning, first thing he asked was “Why are all those paintings at the table?” Yeah, this actually happened.

Fangirling

One thing I really don't understand is "fangirling", People who basically live to be a fan of something. Beliebers or Directioners for example, when the fangroup starts threatening people who think differently and they tweet or share everything that's even remotely connected to the band or artist and their everyday life gets just harder because they have dedicated every second for being a fangirl then things have in my opinion gone too far. For example a little while back there was this Justin Bieber incident when British teenage girl got retweeted by Justin Bieber and started getting death threats. You can read more about that here. I'm not saying being a fan of something is a bad thing, I'm impressed how much time and effort these girls and even boys put in to being a fan of something. But hasn't this gone too far?!

There are many artists, actors and even youtubers that I find inspiring and I admire how talented they are, but I guess there just doesn't live a fangirl inside of me who would go crazy about something. So you won't ever hear me say I understand fangirling and why someone becomes one and that's why I'm not the one to judge. But if you have a daughter, son or a friend whose normal everyday life is disturbed by this phenomenon I would success that you have a talk with them. I think every celebrity loves their fans and wants to have fans, but I also think that they want all the best for those people who support them. Losing your mind over someone and forgetting your own dreams (Expect marrying Zayn Malik ofcourse....) is not the best life you can have. Being a fan in a right not crazy way is great, without supporters there wouldn't be a career for those talented people, but there's also a line that you shouldn't cross. Just for your own good.  

Rakkaudella, 
Henniina.

My Favorite Movie Classics

Willie Nelson, Nirvana, Guns'N'Roses. Finnish great artists like Irwin Goodman or Rauli Badding Somerjoki. Today was one of those days when all I want is to have Johnny Cash to rip my heart out and send it to the 80's. Just for few days and then I could come back to the world where I can also love Mac Miller, Calvin Harris and HD-movies. 

I wanted to make a post about my favorite old movies. With my awesome (...) photo editing skills I made these quote pictures truthfully just because I'm too lazy to write today. Anyway, here are my favorite old movies.

Alice in the Wonderland (1951)

Romeo and Juliet (1996)

Rebel Without A Cause (1955) 

Breakfast at Tiffany's (1961) 

Edward Scissorhands (1990) 

The Godfather (1972)

The Little Mermaid (1989)

Peter Pan (1953)

Pulp Fiction (1994)

Rocky (1976) 

The Way We Were (1973)

Cry Baby (1990)

Rakkaudella, 

Henniina. 

"What are men compared to rocks and mountains?"

Wales. 

There are no words to describe the beauty of this place. Trying would be just stupidity. Maybe someone wiser and older has already succeeded, but I'm not in a mood to fail. All I can say is that when we were standing up on that mountain and my brother-in-law told me that many people had taken their own lives there, I understood those people. It would be so poetic to die in such a peaceful and magical place. There's no reason I would ever take my own life, but seeing that view as my last sight of this world.. That would make me rest in peace. To die would be an awfully big adventure, as Peter Pan said.

Rakkaudella,
Henniina.

The History Of Love.

“Once upon a time, there was a boy. He lived in a village that no longer exists, in a house that no longer exists, on the edge of a field that no longer exists, where everything was discovered, and everything was possible. A stick could be a sword, a pebble could be a diamond, a tree, a castle. Once upon a time, there was a boy who lived in a house across the field, from a girl who no longer exists. They made up a thousand games. She was queen and he was king. In the autumn light her hair shone like a crown. They collected the world in small handfuls, and when the sky grew dark, and they parted with leaves in their hair.

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.” 
― Nicole Krauss, The History of Love

I hate it when my feelings are not in my control. It makes me feel lost, less independent and unforgivably weak. What an unexpected surprise it was when you first walked in to the room and smiled at me. I smiled back at you like I always do, but this time there was something different. I found myself looking at you twice, but not really knowing what that meant and not thinking about you after you left the room again. After some time there was a situation that made us talk. And then I knew what I saw in you. Life. You're like this shining pearl that I want to hide from the rest of the world. Cause your mind is the most beautiful book I've ever heard of. It's a secret that I can't find out. I just get quotes from here and there and fall in love with every single one of them. 
When someone has as beautiful soul, fire for life, a little bit of craziness and a right way to make laugh, he's made to be my friend. Cause you don't find pearls from every street corner. They are well hidden in places where you'd never think to search. And when you find one, you will know. 
Rakkaudella, 
Henniina.